One day I was reading scripture Matthew 13:44-46 Parable of the Hidden Treasure and The Pearl of Great Value.
The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.
I kept reading this parable over and over again and it hit me. This parable so describes me and so many other followers of Jesus. “and then in his joy went and sold all he had and brought that field.” This really stuck out to me, because I feel as though I am in this process now, of selling all that I had. The old life I used to live I no longer want. I only desire to have Jesus be Lord of my life. I no longer want to be held in bondage by anything or anyone. No more secrets, lies and things that are of darkness. Jesus is freedom. No more seeking and searching for acceptance or love. When Jesus walk into my life, He filled all those areas. Now I no longer seek or search. True love has found me and was there all along.
Lately I have been disinterested in things that used to interest me. Things I though would satisfy my seeking and searching, but quickly faded away. I’ve been in a mode of wanting to be around positive people, which reminds me to another scripture. (Add Scripture) I have given up my old life and old friends, and Jesus has replaced them with new friends, He has expanded my family. RAMBLING ALERT—-> I have noticed lately, people have been wanting me around, and I am not used to that LOL. I am so used to the rejection of my old life, that it take some getting used to.